Chapter 0338
โBut were they the right ones to eliminate?โ
He lifts a brow, waiting.
โI knew they had to die. They were trouble from the start. Did something unforgivable.โ I kept it vague. Maybe Alexander wouldnโt want it known his sister was gone. โIโve only ever executed threats. Those who endangered the pack. This one wasโฆโ I trailed off as Isabellaโs smiling face flashed behind my eyes.
โA leader who doesnโt question their choices is a poor one.โ He exhaled slowly. โIโve heard the stories. Where you came from. What happened. How you were raised. Everything since. Most train for years to lead. Alexander was groomed since birth. I was thrust into it, though I was never an Alpha. Youโve had what, three years?โ
Was that all? It felt like lifetimes. โA year of that was just learning who I am,โ I murmured.
โAthena, you were thrown into something vast. Beyond any of us. And you are more than capable. Your choice is yours alone.โ
โWhat if it harms those around me? What if they canโt accept what I did?โ
โPerhaps you must accept it first.โ He shifted on the tree trunk; it looked uncomfortable for his large frame. โNever thought Iโd be the one advising you.โ
I studied him. He seemed amused.
โIs that how you feel about Seraphina? You accepted she must die, so youโre at peace with it?โ
โYes. Zoe knew long before I did. Her own mother. I suppose I believed I could be the father she needed. But she only ever learned to care for herself.โ
โJust like Julian,โ Nyx sighed. I felt her concern for me. But I didnโt regret the act. It was Isabellaโs face stuck in my mind, twisting my thoughts. Like poisoning my parents all over again.
Caleb and I turned at the sound of footsteps. Alexanderโs woody scent hit me, and my body went rigid. Caleb had come out before him. Alexander hadnโt followed me earlier. That only meant one thing. He was furious.
โIโll leave you to it.โ Caleb walked toward Alexander. He paused briefly, but I couldnโt hear their words.
โI feel his anger from here,โ I told Nyx. โHeโs angry. Frustrated. Hurt. Because of me.โ
I stayed perfectly still as he strode over. Even without his scent, Iโd know his walk anywhere.
My body stayed locked against the tree, my chest aching with each pounding heartbeat. I kept my gaze down as he stopped before me. That old feeling of awaiting a scolding washed over me. He was the only one who could still make me feel that small. And yet heโd never once harmed me.
His hands locked around my wrists and yanked me to my feet. My eyes remained lowered until he tipped my chin up, forcing me to meet his brilliant crimson gaze.
โYou should not have done that.โ
I opened my mouth to argue.
โYou werenโt ready. You should have let me end it.โ