Chapter 0311
I mastered nudity during practice sessions quickly.
Torn clothing would only invite suspicion and unwanted questions.
Alexander snatches a blanket from the bed.
He swiftly wraps it around my bare form.
His crimson gaze sweeps over me intently.
"Why?" he demands, voice low.
"I've been training," I murmur back.
I stretch my limbs, feeling several bones pop softly.
Lying serves no purpose now.
Heโd be monitoring my thoughts closely from this point.
"Too fucking right," he states, eyes still locked on me.
"Training? As in letting the darkness in and pushing it back out?" Zachary questions.
"No." I frown, struggling to articulate it clearly.
"You claimed it was difficult. Told me once darkness enters, itโs nearly impossible to expel. That isnโt true. Brianna managed it. Gabriel did. So did you."
"Through immense effort," Zachary retorts, clearly annoyed.
"Effort for you," I mumble under my breath.
He glances toward Alexander.
"Not for me. Not anymore."
"What are you talking about?"
"Zachary, you explained Rogues carry darkness before turning. Said itโs unique for everyone. Rooted in their past. But meโ" I snort, realizing how blind Iโd been.
"I was born with this. It defines me. Iโm neither dark nor light."
"Athena, thatโs Nyx influencing you," Alexander frowns deeply.
'Of course he blames me!' Nyx mutters internally.
"No, itโs not. I fought her relentlessly. Devised plans to break free from her. But I finally paused to listen. And I learned something crucial." I shake my head and rise to my feet.
I adjust the blanket, tying a secure knot to keep it draped over my chest.
"Iโm not meant to eradicate her."
"Athena..." Both men exchange glances as if Iโve lost my sanity.
Alexander shakes his head firmly.
"Athena, Luc statedโ"
"Lucas Adler said plenty. He told you darkness fills my fractures. Heโs correct, but his reasoning about Nyx is flawed. I tried blocking her. She was merely filling the voids to make me complete. To strengthen me. To enhance my functionality. It was never about dominationโher controlling me or me controlling her. I needed to accept her. I needed to embrace what I am."
"None of us truly comprehend what Luc perceives," Alexander argues, shaking his head.
"But his experienceโ"
"Heโs never handled a Lycan Alpha before," I interject swiftly.
I step directly in front of my mate, gazing up into his intense crimson eyes.
"There was a purpose behind my parents binding me as a child. Canโt you see? It all aligns. They were terrified. When the bindings failed, they pretended Dominic was the heir, not me. But they engineered me. The last female Lycan Alpha."
Nyx cheers internally as I boldly declare my true identity.
"Iโm no longer afraid. I know exactly who I am."
"Prove it," Alexander challenges quietly.
'Youโve got this,' Nyx encourages. 'Clear your mind. Stand tall. And donโt you dare fall.'
My eyes shift toward Zachary.
"Could you turn around?" I donโt mind Alexander seeing me nakedโheโs my mate and has seen me countless timesโbut Zachary is different.
My body begins its transformation.
Bones crack and stretch.
Fur sprouts across my skin.
The pain is sharp yet manageable.
I continue until I stand fully shifted over him.
He looks up at me, a proud smile gracing his lips.
"There you are."